I love to sing. I'm know I'm not very good and most people would rather drown out my voice by turning up the radio, but it feels so free. It's almost the equivalent to taking a late night walk and clearing your head. I used to walk a lot and just absorb the earth and everything that was going on around me. It was all very nice, but it brought me to think too much.
Since you, I haven't been thinking and it's been more of an 'in the moment' kinda deal. I have never felt this free and in control of my life. Everything and anything is about me and the way I feel. It's always the eleventh hour in my life now and it's brought me to make a lot of quick decisions. Good ones though.
Find a way to smile and never let it get away.
Acting makes me happy. It's this insane feeling right before you go on stage, it's indescribable. It's not like a date, because you know exactly what you're supposed to do. You have one shot to make the audience believe what is happeneing and that it's real. It is real, you get so in the moment, that you truly believe that you are your character. It's like being a kid all over again and playing make-believe. It's unlike anything I've ever done in my life.
I think I have a real shot at this, despite what people have been telling me. It's very hands on and requires a lot of studying, but I'm ready for all of that.
I have one shot for this dream, this fall. I believe in myself.
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